Snapshots of Brooklyn: Month Three



Woaaah so this is a week or two late if the goal is to check in every month, and really reflects how loco things have gotten. Everyone knows how big and busy NYC is but guys, it’s really big and busy! Traveling about an hour to get anywhere every time I left my house seemed sort of cute at the very beginning and it’s really, really, not so much right now.

I envisioned days off (ha!) would involve trips to Queens to eat interesting food, taking the ferry, seeing art exhibitions, getting to know Manhattan, going to the movies during the day, wandering around aimlessly for hours and finding new favourite corners of the city. No, that has not happened. I have mainly glimpsed the city through the corner of my eye, through sweaty disheveled hair as I rush through the city trying to find the right subway entrance, often while lugging a heavy bag of mezcal. Because of the nature of my jobs I rarely have a full day off, and when I do have windows of time I am generally buying the groceries, doing the laundry, cleaning the house, trying to keep in touch with friends and family overseas, and keeping up with errands. I said this to a friend lately and he said, “but isn’t that just being an adult?”, and he does have a good point. How do people do this AND have a child or dog?? Or even just lots of plants? I have like four and they are always living on the edge of death.

Anyhow, it’s been good. I am deeply committed to my new neighbourhood, Prospect Heights. A little too committed perhaps – I honestly do not want to live anywhere else in New York ever. My favourite time in New York has been spent in my neighbourhood – running in Prospect Park, in the wonderful library, drinking in my local spots, going for pancakes at Tom’s Diner. I had my first wave of love for New York the other week in my own apartment building. I went to check out the rooftop for the first time, and there was a sweeping view of Brooklyn, and there was a spectacular purply-pink sunset, and there was no one on the huge sprawling empty roof except two silent people sat next to each other on chairs listening to a radio. Something about a view from up high really goes for the emotional jugular. Thinking back on my first backpacking in Europe trip in Europe when I was 20, it may as well have been the ‘take me to the highest point in the city’ trip. Gets me every time. Got me this time. I felt the love.

Stuff has happened. There was the West Indian Day parade on Labor Day Weekend which I had no idea about, and it happened right outside my window. The Parade and event, much like Notting Hill Carnival in London, is a celebration of Caribbean culture – food, dance, music and outlandish outfits.

I asked my friend who is local to Crown Heights about the parade and he tells me this:

“You want the shit or the sugar?

It’s a celebration of West Indian cultures, with dancing and music and food.

It’s also the most dangerous weekend of the year in Brooklyn.”

All I know is for 3 days straight there was a party going on in the streets and I loved it.

On the day of the Parade I happened to have just finished a run in Prospect Park when the Parade passed through Grand Army Plaza. I stood there for 5 minutes, and observed. Again, my main frame of reference is Notting Hill Carnival – women in unbelievably colorful and tiny peacock-like outfits, music blaring, people dancing everywhere, people selling jerk chicken from their front yards, people swigging out of suspicious looking bottles. I do observe something else though which strikes me as weird.

The only white people I saw were:

a) cops

b) going for a run (just like me)

c) solo dudes ‘documenting’ the event with big fuck-off cameras around their necks

I’m pretty sure that speaks for itself, and I don’t love what it says. I am too new to Brooklyn to comment on what has gone on, and is going on, here but I have picked up on it everywhere. There are white spaces, there are black spaces, that is palpable. Some spaces don’t feel color specific. But this is new to me. Obviously, England and Mexico and (especially) Australia are plenty racist – race is an issue in those countries, clearly. But this is different, and I’m learning. I’m trying to read as much as I can and speak to people as much as possible and keep an open mind, but I want to make sure I am educated. More on that soon.

I’ve also met a bunch of new people. Maybe too many new people in too short a time. You know when you move somewhere, and in the first months you think the people you are hanging out with and the stuff you are doing is how it’s going to be forever? And it never is? I know that this is just the ‘figuring out New York’ phase, that even though change is constant there won’t always be THIS much change constantly. Or this much drinking. It’s exhilarating, and exhausting. It’s been difficult to figure out how best to summarise my life, to hone my elevator pitch about myself, to decide how much to edit and censor when so much has gone on. When so much is still happening. I am getting better though, that much I know. Seeing old friends here in this environment has been grounding, and also a measuring of how far I’ve come for better or for worse. How much has changed.

Finally. The best thing about living alone (beside the walking around in underwear thing, obvs) is being able to keep kimchi in the fridge. Believe me when I say that I always do now.


BOOK REVIEW: Clothes, Clothes, Clothes. Music, Music, Music. Boys, Boys, Boys. by Viv Albertine (+ Girl in a Band by Kim Gordon)


It’s funny, I happened to read Viv Albertine of The Slits’ book (released 2014) right after I read Kim Gordon of Sonic Youth’s book, Girl in a Band (released 2015). Purely coincidence, but actually they make great comparison pieces if not companion pieces. Both books are about clothes, music and boys.

Kim Gordon is now 65, Viv is 64. Kim was hugely important in the New York no wave scene in the 80s and 90s, Viv of the London punk scene that preceded it in the 70s. There is not a lot of overlap. While Viv was just a teenager when she started running around with the punks who would become the The Clash and Sex Pistols, and her band The Slits had split up by 1982; Sonic Youth formed in 1981 and had a long and influential career until 2011.


Welcome to the primer you never knew you needed for the band called Tool.


Tool is the most famous band you’ve never heard of, or perhaps you’ve heard of but you can’t name a single song of. Tool are just days away from releasing their first album in 13 years. This primer is intended to be your cheat sheet, a beginner’s guide, a sketch of a roadmap so you won’t embarrass yourself around the proverbial water cooler.

Snapshots of Brooklyn: Month 2


People like to say they do or don’t like cities, or that they’re city folk or non-city folk, which kind of suggests that cities are all the same. That they are passive. People also like to say, ‘a place is what you make of it’ which, while I get the sentiment, I don’t totally agree with.

Of course you can make the best or worst of a situation or a location depending on your attitude. But I also think a city is kind of like a person, with character traits and personality quirks that either gel with you or not. You can have a gut feeling about a city, good or bad, and you can fall in love with a city the way you do with a person. I can anyway. Sometime it’s quick, sometimes it’s gradual. Sometimes your relationship with a city can completely change. Just like with people.

Movie Review: Wild Rose, and the ‘unwritten poems that took a backseat to polished floors’.


In many ways this movie is like so many others, but in other ways it is like no other. Or, as a pithier writer would say, and in fact did say, on the Roger Ebert site review: “Wild Rose may sound like a familiar tune, but you’ve never heard it performed quite like this”.

In short, Wild Rose is the story of a young Glaswegian singer with an intense love of – and talent for – American country music. She wants to go to Nashville and become a star with every fibre of her being, but she keeps getting in her own way. She is recently out of prison, has two young children who barely know her, a put-upon mother (Julie Walters) who is running out of patience, and shows no signs of growing up any time soon.

FILM REVIEW: Midsommar, and the horror of the domestic


Hereditary felt like a revelation when it came out last year partly because it was a real movie, with real actors, and real depth and complexity, which happened to be a horror film. As a massive fan of the horror genre, I can tell you that films like that don’t come along all that often. Other films I can think of in that category in recent memory are Let the Right One In, Mandy, The Witch and Get Out. All of which you should watch immediately if you haven’t already. Hereditary was also something of a crossover hit and was talked about and seen by way more people than a horror film usually would be, probably because of the presence of – and incredible performance by – Toni Collette.

The thing about Hereditary is that the most horrifying parts of the film have nothing to do with the supernatural. In a way it almost feels like two movies. The most visceral and memorable moments of the film are rooted in things that are very much of this earth: grief, trauma, blame, guilt, mental illness. Themes that are familiar and awful parts of the human experience. Filmmaker Ari Aster has an incredible gift for conveying the emotion of sheer sickening dread that I’ve rarely seen done so well. Maybe the only other film I can think of that gave me that feeling of a full-body blow is David Fincher’s Se7en from back in 1995. Or the Tim Roth’s film The War Zone, and some films by Lars Von Trier. For me, the satanic and creepy elements of Hereditary even felt a little weak in comparison.

Snapshots of Brooklyn: Month 1

BrooklynBy snapshot I definitely do not mean photo because anyone who knows me, knows I consider taking photos some kind of punishment. I once spent six months in Africa and didn’t take a single photo. That is not a brag, it’s actually pretty stupid and embarrassing. I only joined Instagram a few months ago. Words are my preferred medium OK!

I do however want to capture these initial impressions I’ve had of living in America, before they start to seem totally normal and not worth even noting. It’s already starting to happen.

Music Review: Pissed Jeans at Brooklyn Bazaar 30/06/19. And how Matt Korvette made me realise why twitter exists


I know, I know. No one writes music reviews anymore. See depressing musings on that topic here and here. I used to love reading them as much as I loved writing them. I wrote so many live music reviews in my time. I would stand there with my little notepad, trying to be discreet – writing snatches of lyrics to songs I didn’t know the names of that I would google later. I took it so seriously, and now it has all but disappeared as a genre. Oh well. Like so many things, I’m glad I got to enjoy it while it lasted.

In other news, oh my god I love Pissed Jeans. I saw them at Lee’s Palace in Toronto many moons ago and I never got it out of my head. Ever. Their onslaught of tight tight heaviness. The insane slinkiness of their singer (Matt Korvette). There was something so sick and yet so magnetic about that band. They lay dormant in my mind but I never crossed paths with them again – until now!

Book Review: Hardcore Zen by Brad Warner. Punk Rock, Monster Movies, & the Truth about Reality


This past year, while being one of the most difficult of my life, has also been amazing for many things. One of those things is reading. For some reason, when I am single I always read more. I know that sounds really bad, like, ‘I’ve found a man now, I don’t need to be smart’, but actually I think it’s just a time thing. When you’re in a relationship so much of your leisure time goes to hanging out with that person. It doesn’t help that every person I’ve dated was not a reader (except for one, the German, I loved talking about books with him). Every time I’m newly single (god, that’s a depressing thing to write) one of the first things I do is get straight back into reading.

So. I’ve just moved to Brooklyn, and one of the first things I do when I move somewhere is join the library. I feel like I need to write a whole book, or maybe just a blog post, about how much I fucking love libraries at some point. I don’t think I know a single person my age who has a library card and it drives me crazy (edit – I met one!). I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again – public libraries are the greatest thing organised society has come up with.